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Name: Maggie
Birthday: 11/19/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: scifi/fantasy, reading, anime, Miyazaki, buffy, cello, teen titans, wearing hats, reading some more, avoiding jeans, listening to music with such variety it startles ME, reading...
Expertise: THINKING i'm a good artist...
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  maggieua
Member Since:
11/15/2004
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| I wish I could think while in the middle of a cold. I wish it didn't make me sleep so much. I've gotten more sleep in the past few days than I usually get in a week. All that sleep and my brain still can't function well enough to get my homework done. All I have left is a the thinking work. The thinking and the writing. But I can't think anymore. I'm just stuck without anything I can do.
This cold has left me a way out of guilt and fear, and I need both to get through work. | | |
| I think I'm the only teenager in the worl who can reliably say that I would do better if school were started earlier and anded earlier. I say this because I've been up for three hours and barely a lick of schoolwork has gotten done. I'm not doing anything to the extreme that I'm writing here.
maybe this is a sign. | | |
| I love the end of school. It's the only time I get work done and it starts to turn out right. I only get in the habit of school just as its ending.
Of course that doesn't mean it doesn't also mean I have actual time as everything winds down. Which I do. I think I've listened to five different This American Lifes in the past twenty four fours. Sweet sweet relaxation. | | |
| i just discovered some deeper levels of my of insanity.
1) i'm considering taking the two studyhalls I had next year and taking french I, for absolutely no reason.
2) i have a freakish work ethic for the Walden project, which isn't due for weeks, and noone else has even thought of, and i can't even start my Spanish homework, or finish the actual english homework that is staring me in the face.
3) i'm considering forgoing my bed and sleeping on my floor again. just because its clean and i can.
4) my feet are cold and i'm not doing anything about it. (if they turn ivory and blue, maybe it'll be some inspiration to finish my slaughterhouse five journals)
5) i cut my hair again. now i have actual bang things. this would work if i haven't been developing a cowlick. so now i have bangs and half a forehead.
6) there's three year old bubblegum on my desk
7) i'm continuing to come up with levels even after i've run out of ideas
8) IB diploma program
i wonder if there's a comforting level of insanity somewhere deep? or maybe it's just an endless abyss. either way, how close am I now?
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| Hmm, looking here makes me feel like I fell into a black hole. But, whatever. I'm still alive. Most basic news is that I still play cello, I joined the fencing club, and AP american is very fucking hard. But feh. ESFSFM.
Open iTunes/iPod or Windows Media Player to answer the following. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how embarrassing it is.
How many songs: 1399
Sort by song title:
First Song: ? (Urei) - Puffy AmiYumi
Last Song: Zoolookology - Jean-Michel Jarre
Sort by time:
Shortest Song: Horn Intro - Modest Mouse
Longest Song: Piano Phase - Steve Reich
Sort by album:
First Song: Reach - '7'
Last Song: Archipelago - Mirah
Top Five Most Played Songs:my itunes just got rebooted, and this is all I can remember
1. Carol of the Bells
2. One Week - Barenaked Ladies
First song that comes up on Shuffle:
Trio For Violin,Cello And Percussion - The Ahn Trio
Search:
"sex", how many songs come up? 0
"death", how many songs come up? 3
"love", how many songs come up? 42
"you", how many songs come up? 122 | | |
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